I don't have any answers to offer, just plenty of questions and disections of experience. I'm not angry at anyone, just frustrated. I am the cause and the effect. The Grand Deunification Theory. An untieable knot of emotion. Classicism vs. Romanticism argument without purpose. Disequilibrium to none? Let it be, Let it be.
"... give me beauty in the inward soul; and may the outward and inward man be at one..." Socrates